Peer-e-Kamil (S.A.W) By Umera Ahmad In English Page 23

Peer-e-Kamil(S.A.w)

Peer-e-Kamil(S.A.W) First Chapter.  

Javeria and Rabia could hardly sleep that night: they were gripped by

fear. What if she did not return? The question loomed like a menace.

They could see their careers smashed and they knew what the reaction

of their families would be—they would be maligned and criticized for

colluding with Imama, for not telling her father the truth about her and

for hiding the facts from the warden.

They had not figured what the reaction of Hashim Mubeen and his

family would be when they were faced with the truth—how would they

judge the role of these two friends. The other girls in the hostel would

talk about them and if this became a police case, they would be accused

of conspiring in the crime. When they thought of these repercussions,

their hair stood on end.

Once more the question arose: where on earth was Imama? Where had

she gone and why? They were trying to analyze her past behavior. She

had undergone such a change in the last one year: she‘d stopped going

out with them and used to be worried and irritable; she‘d lost her

enthusiasm for studies and had become withdrawn.

=Remember when she refused to go shopping with us and then took off

somewhere else? She‘s gone to the same place, I‘m sure—and like fools,

we believed whatever she said,‘ recalled Rabia.

=But Imama was not like this—I‘ve known her since childhood. She was

never like this.‘ Javeria still did not suspect her.

=It doesn‘t take long to change—a person just needs to have a weak

character.‘ Rabia‘s suspicions were getting the better of her.

=Rabia, she got engaged of her own choice—she and Asjad are very fond

of each other—so why would she do such a thing.‘ Javeria tried to

defend her friend.

=Then you tell me where she is? I‘ve not turned her into a fly and stuck

her on a wall. Her father comes here to meet her and he has come from

his home, so obviously she‘s not there—and she told us she‘s going

home.‘ There was helplessness in Rabia‘s voice.

=It could be that she met with an accident…that she did not get home…‘

=Whenever she goes home, she always calls up to tell them that her

brother should pick her up from the bus stop. Had she called up this

time too, they would not be sitting complacently if she hadn‘t reached

home—they would have called the hostel. From her father‘s attitude, it

seemed that she had no plans for going home this weekend.‘ Rabia

stopped Javeria in her musings.

=Yes, she never goes home twice in a month, but this time she decided

to…the very next week. In fact, she took special permission from the

warden. There‘s definitely something wrong somewhere.‘ Javeria‘s

fears were aroused again.

=We‘re going to be in deep trouble along with her. We really made a

grave mistake in covering up—we should have been honest with her

father that she‘s not here; he could have done what he wanted to…it

would be his problem. At least we would not have been in this mess.‘

Rabia went on muttering.

=Anyway, what can we do now? Let‘s wait and see till morning—if she

does not turn up then we have to tell the warden.‘ Javeria was pacing

around the room.

They spent the entire night talking, worrying—they had not slept a

wink. The next day they did not attend classes—there was no point in

going in their sorry state. Imama used to get back by nine on Saturdays

when she went home for the weekend, but there was no sign of her.

Rabia and Javeria were at the end of their wits—it was two thirty and

she hadn‘t returned. Ashen-faced and trembling, they left their room to

see the warden, making up their statements.

They were a short distance from the warden‘s room when they saw

Imama entering, calm and collected. Bag slung over her shoulder and

folder in hand, she was certainly returning from college. Javeria and

Rabia felt as if the ground slipping away from beneath their feet had

suddenly become firm. Their stilled breath was restored and the

headlines that seemed to be screaming at them from the next day‘s

papers miraculously evaporated. All these fears were replaced by the

anger that was aroused in them by the sight of Imama.

She had seen them and was moving towards them; there was a very

pleasant smile on her face.

=Why didn‘t you come to college toady?‘ she asked after greeting them.

=We would think about going anywhere if we had respite from your

woes.‘ Rabia‘s tone was bitter and sharp.

Imama‘s smile disappeared. =What‘s the problem, Rabia, why are you

so angry?‘ she said with some concern.

=Just step into the room, and I‘ll tell you why.‘ Rabia grabbed her arm

and pulled her in. Javeria followed them without a word. Imama was

surprised, confounded by Rabia‘s and Javeria‘s attitude. Rabia shut the

door and faced Imama.

=Where are you coming from?‘ she asked in a sharp, angry tone.

=Islamabad, where else?‘ Imama put down her bag. Her reply added to

Rabia‘s fury.

=You should be ashamed of yourself, Imama…deceiving us like this,

pulling the wool over our eyes…what do you want to prove? That we‘re

duffers? Idiots? Fools? Fine, we are, I admit, or else we‘d not blindly

believe you nor be so deceived,‘ said Rabia.

=I fail to understand you…what deception are you talking about? It

would be better if you sat and spoke to me calmly.‘ Imama appeared

helpless.

=Where did you spend the weekend?‘ For the first time, Javeria

interrupted the conversation.

=I told you, I was in Islamabad and I came to college directly, and now

from college…‘ Rabia did not let her complete her words.

=Stop this rubbish, Imama. The lie is not going to work—you did not go

to Islamabad.‘

=How can you say that?‘ Imama raised her voice.

=Because your father was here yesterday.‘ The color drained from

Imama‘s face. She was silent.

=Why are quiet now? Why don‘t you insist that you were in Islamabad?‘

Rabia was sarcastic.

=Baba was here?‘ Imama asked slowly.

=Yes. He brought some clothes for you,‘ said Javeria.

=He got to know that I was not in the hostel?‘

=I lied to him that you had stepped out on an errand. He gave the clothes

and left,‘ replied Javeria. Imama drew a spontaneous sigh of relief.

=That means he did not get to know anything,‘ said Imama as she sat on

the bed and undid her sandal straps.

=No... he did not find out. Next week you can take off somewhere else.  

Mind you, Imama, I am going to talk to the warden about this business.

We‘ve had enough worries on your behalf and we‘re not going to take

any more. It is better that your parents should know what you‘re up to.‘

Rabia was terse; Imama looked up at her.

=What am I up to? What have I done?‘

=Done what? You say you‘re going home and disappear from the

hostel—that‘s nothing unusual for you.‘

Imama did not reply. She began to undo the straps on the other foot.

=I should have gone to the warden,‘ said Rabia as she moved towards

the door.

Javeria got up and stopped her. =We‘ll talk to the warden later. Let‘s

first talk to her—don‘t be hasty.‘

=But just look at her cussedness…her attitude. Not a trace of

embarrassment on her face,‘ Rabia gestured towards Imama; she was

furious.

=I‘ll tell you everything; there‘s no need to get so agitated. I haven‘t

done anything wrong nor gone to any wrong place…and neither did I

run away.‘ Imama spoke softly as she released her feet from her shoes.

=Then where had you been?‘ Javeria enquired.

=With a friend.‘

=Which friend?‘

=There is one…‘

=Why did you have to lie?‘

=I wanted to escape your questions and if had told my family or asked

their permission, they would never have allowed me.‘

=Where did you go and why?‘ Javeria was mystified.

=Didn‘t I say I‘ll tell you? Give me some time,‘ replied Imama.

=Give you time so that you disappear again and perhaps not return this

time!‘ Rabia was still angry, but spoke less severely now. =You didn‘t

even realize you were putting us in an awkward position. Do you know

how humiliating it could be for us—have you any sense at all?‘ she

continued.

=I never expected Baba to turn up here so suddenly, nor did I think it

would create an embarrassing situation for you—I would not have done

such a thing otherwise.‘ Imama‘s tone was repentant.

=At least you could have trusted us and told us where you were going,‘

added Javeria.

=I‘ll never do this again,‘ promised Imama.

=Well, I don‘t have any confidence in you or your promises,‘ said Rabia

brusquely.  

=Rabia, let me clear my position—you are grossly mistaken,‘ Imama

replied weakly.

=Do you realize that our careers and our lives are at stake? Is this what

you call friendship?‘

=All right, I made a mistake—I am sorry, forgive me.‘ Imama conceded

defeat.

=Until you tell us where you had disappeared to, we‘re not going to

accept any apologies or forgive you.‘ Rabia was adamant.

Imama looked at them silently. After a while she said, =I had gone to

Sabiha‘s.‘

Rabia and Javeria exchanged surprised glances. =Who?‘ they asked in

unison.

=You know her,‘ replied Imama.

=That fourth year student, Sabiha?‘ Javeria could not contain herself.

Imama nodded. =But why did you go there?‘

=She‘s my friend.‘

=Friend? What friend? You barely know her. You only meet her in

college; you don‘t even know what kind of person she is, and you go off

to spend the weekend at her place,‘ exclaimed Javeria.

=And that too by deception—at least there was no need for you to lie to

us or to your family about this,‘ added Rabia. Her tone reflected her

anger.

=You can call her up and ask her if I had been there,‘ offered Imama.

=Fine, you were there, but may we ask why?‘ persisted Javeria.

=I needed her help,‘ said Imama after a pause.

They looked at her, surprised. =Help with what?‘

Imama looked up and stared at them without blinking. Javeria

squirmed. =What sort of help?‘ she repeated.

=You know very well,‘ replied Imama softly.

=I?‘ Javeria was somewhat taken aback; she looked at Rabia who was

watching her intently.

=Yes, you know very well.‘

=Don‘t talk in riddles, Imama. Come out with it,‘ Javeria spoke sharply.

Imama looked at her quietly for a few moments and then lowered her

head—she had lost her case.